Uwu papap

Thank you for being here with me, sabar bgt ngurusin aku yg lg sering down, yg lagi sering bingung. Ga ada manusia yg sempurna, begitupun kamu (yang masih aja membuat aku harus beberes terus), tapi kamu stay, bertanggung jawab terhadap aku, nerima segala flaw aku, bertahan dg aku yg suka drama, nerima isi otak aku yg aneh2. Thank you papap. Aku bersyukur bgt ada kamu disini sama aku. Thank you thank you, i love you.

with love,, Meeya Sabrina

Aigoo

Ngeliat postingan terakhir kok mikir, gw kok masuk blog ini cm pas lg bete ya hahaha.

iya skr gw jg lg bete.

sensi.

ga mood. huh.

#ihatemyjob

i miss my son.

i dont want to be here.

no love today,, Meeya Sabrina

Heuh

my mental state right now is so bad.

so bad i have no desire to eat.

i drove my car thinking it will be good if i crash it to a wall. i will be good, feels good, no more heavy burden, no more obligation, no more thought. but i know its not. i will facing two angel when i die. they will slaughtered me, then i will go to hell. so im not doing it. i better live right now.

i hate my self right now.

but no need to worry, this suicidal thought have been there in my mind since my teenage, and i go through it bc i am afraid to be in hell.

i will go through it again.

i will be okay.

no love,, Meeya Sabrina